Thanks

I wanted to use this post to thank everyone who has supported me so far. Family and friends have been sending me their love and hoping that whatever ailes me will subside soon. I feel bad telling people I don't know what's going on but I plan on letting everyone know soon.

My father in law, Ken, has been taking care of Jude and I while Sam is at work. He's been cooking, cleaning and doing repairs around the house. His help is very much appreciated and we can't thank him enough for being here.

My husbands side of the family have all been very supportive and have checked in on us a lot. I'm grateful to have all these people in my life.

My family has been calling me daily to check in since they are thousands of miles away. My dad and little sister will be here in 6 days to stay for the week and help out. I've got lots of projects for my dad and Amber will be helping with Jude and tackling organizing my closet. The day they leave my mom arrives and will stay as long as she needs to. I'm so lucky to have such a great support system near and far.

I want to thank my incredible husband. He's here for me every step of the way holding me up. He works his ass off all day and then comes home and has to take care of me and Jude. I can't even find the words to describe how deeply grateful I am for this man. If it weren't for his persistence I would have never even gone to the hospital and who knows how long it would have been before I found out about the cancer. He's my rock, my everything.

And of course there is my spunky son, Jude. His infectious laugh and smile keep me going. It's so hard not being able to pick him up and take care of him but just being around him brightens my world.

Thank you EVERYONE. Just the simple words of "I'm here for you" or "I'm thinking about you" mean so much to me.

Peace. Love. Fuck cancer.