Tuesday, March 7, 2017

Post cancer life

Yesterday was my first day on my own with Jude again. It went a lot better than I thought and I was able to clean the kitchen while he napped. My house hasn't been my own in a long time so I've been trying to reorganize and get everything to a place that's more functional for me. I'm trying to go one room at a time but it is exhausting! By the end of the day yesterday my back was killing me. I definitely need to get back on the elliptical and regain some strength but I really want to clean up the house and organize first.
This morning Jude said his tummy hurt and wouldn't eat breakfast. He had a hard poop so I thought maybe he felt bad because he drank some cow milk yesterday. He was acting really tired around 11:30 so I brought him home but he still wouldn't eat and said he didn't want to nap. I went to make some lunch to see if he'd eat it and then I heard him throw up. He threw up all over my phone and then again all over the floor. It stunk like sulfur but he seemed fine right after and even ate some crackers. I finally got him down for a nap about 10 minutes ago. I think he must have ate something weird or is sick from the milk. I'm exhausted now thought and don't know if I'll be able to get anything else done today.
Tomorrow I am getting my port removed! I am so excited! I hope that the recovery isn't too bad. I have to get to the hospital 2 hours before my surgery for prep and can't have anything to eat or drink after midnight tonight. I can't wait to get this over with and I hope it'll help things finally really settle in.

Peace. Love. Fuck cancer!

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