Chemo #12

THAT'S RIGHT FOLKS I HAD MY LAST CHEMO YESTERDAY. I was unusually nervous before going back to the transfusion room but I got to have Sam with me for my last one which was awesome. I put together some gift baskets for my nurses and doctors and they were all very happy and thankful. Having their positivity throughout my treatment has really helped me stay in good spirits and I felt like I needed to do something to thank them. My husbands grandma's cousin sent me some of her goat milk products for the gift baskets. It was important for me to give a gift that would be useful and safe. I love love love my goat milk soaps and lotions and the best part is these goats are milked by Caroline and then the soaps are made by her. Every ingredient is something you can actually pronounce and they are sooooo much better for you than the chemical filled soaps you buy at the store. I even use the soap in the shower and wash my hair with it. There are bunch of awesome scents all thought up by Caroline. Check out TLC goats and buy some of this awesome stuff!
I'm feeling okay today. Pretty run down but so excited to be done. The scanxiety is setting in though. I'm trying to stay really positive and hope that my scan is clear and I'm in remission but I'm also a little worried my cancer came back. I get my PET scan on the 24th and follow up the 28th. I just have to keep telling myself "you're okay. It's over. You're going to be fine."

Peace. Love. Fuck cancer